Changes

A couple of weeks ago I got released from being the nursery leader at church which I have been doing for a year. Most people would probably assume that I'd be jumping for joy to be released. But I wasn't at all. I knew the release would be coming since our Primary President had made it pretty clear that she wouldn't leave anyone in nursery more than a year. I have been in nursery since before Reagan was offically in nursery. She has always had me there. She is definilty not one of those clingy kids. But I know that she has enjoyed having me as her teacher. Towards the end of nursery right about singing time she would get restless and want me to hold her. So I was concerned how she would do without me around. Everytime we go out of town she refuses to go to nursery without me. But I guess I probably would too if I was around strange kids and teachers!! Last sunday was my first week not in nursery. I explained to Reagan that I wasn't going to be her teacher anymore but I had to go teach a new class. She told me that she was going to miss me and asked if I would pick her up like at Elena's house (her favorite babysitter). When we got to church she wasn't happy at all and was hesitant until her best friend at church showed up and I was able to sneak out. I worried about her the whole time but no one came and got me so that was a good sign. This week she told me she was going to miss me but even told Randy on the way to church....mom is going to pick me up from nursery. When we asked the new nursery leaders how Reagan had been she told us she was a perfect angel better than when I was there with her. I'm not sure if that is suppose to make me feel good or bad. I guess I worried about how she would handle the change for no reason at all.